MUSIC

DISCOGRAPHY

Some Things Are Beyond Therapy

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1. Introduction to treatment
2. Dead Inside
3. Heal My Scars
4. Deeper Into You
5. Potential
6. Shutting Down
7. Beyond Therapy
8. Then I Found You
9. Wired For Destruction
10. Memory
11. Wasting



We Came To Wreck Everything

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1. Dead Inside (DYM)
2. Then I Found You (Shiv-r)
3. Wired For Destruction (Cryogen Second)
4. Dead Inside (Aesthetic Perfection)
5. Potential (Ludovico Technique)
6. Memory (The Anger Machine)
7. Wired For Destruction (God Module)
8. Heal My Scars (E-Craft)
9. Wasting (Vein Collector)
10. Wired For Destruction (Rodney Anonymous)



Self-titled EP

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1. Devotion
2. Heal My Scars
3. Memory
4. This Life
5. Living Filth



Compilation Appearances



Electronic Saviors: Volume II
Ludovico Technique - This Life
(Lexincrypt remix)



Endzeit Bunkertracks - Act V
Ludovico Technique - This Life



Beyond Therapy Records -Therapeutic Vol. 1
Ludovico Technique - This Life
(Evast remix)



Dark Horizons - Drowned Visions
Ludovico Technique - This Life
(Remixed by God Experiment)



Remixes



iVardensphere - I Dream In Noise: Remixes Vol. 2
Cracked Earth (Ludovico Technique Remix)



Ego Likeness – Treacherous Thing Single
Treacherous Thing (Ludovico Technique Remix)



FREAKANGEL - 'Let It All End' Limited edition
Parasite (Ludovico Technique remix)



Lexincrypt – Scar Tissue
Misanthropic Me (Ludovico Technique Remix)



Helltrash – A Digital Fist: Reincarcirated
I Am The Enemy (Ludovico Technique Remix)



Polluted Axis – The Trephining Manual
The Trephining Manual (Ludovico Technique Mix)



Lyrics


Dead Inside
Focus
picks up momentum
find a thought has strayed
from the path of reason

Notice
how a small sensation
has wound itself
to a pulse increasing

Rapid
as a pace has taken
its place to block
all of my breathing

Knowing
as all is closing
not a mind this time,
the body is breaking

Draining
Regenerate this spiraling Mind
how will I be alright
when I'm Dead Inside

Moments
turn into motion
with spinning thoughts
In all direction

Senses
are resonating
as everything
accelerating

Balance
was a trace
of something misplaced
before all was uneven

Hanging
by a thread
the final shred
of sanity remaining

Draining
Regenerate this spiraling Mind
how will I be alright
when I'm Dead Inside?

Focus
picks up momentum
find a thought has strayed
from the path of reason

Hanging
by a thread
the final shred
of sanity remaining

Draining
Regenerate this spiraling Mind
how will I be alright
when I'm Dead Inside


Deeper Into You
I am your Climax
bittering imbalance
emptiness with a caress

I am your relapse
overlapping relapse
till a failures found

underlined is a pain
you hide inside
a deep recess
within that mind

in a silence
interrupting silence
comes a piercing sound

Becoming senseless
Over my Prowess
Sharpen My Senses
deeper Into You

Becoming senseless
Over my Prowess
Sharpen My Senses
deeper Into You

I am your contempt
riddled in a consent
you've kept intact
not to forget

I am your collapse
doing all to distract
all that you regret

strange is a peek
into this dream of sleep,
an eroding hum to
see I am lulled now
Meld an abrasive beauty
once from meek,
how has the sequence
grown into this null

Becoming senseless
Over my Prowess

Becoming senseless
You're now defenseless
Sharpen My Senses
deeper Into You

Becoming senseless
You're now defenseless

Becoming senseless
Sharpen My Senses
deeper Into You


Potential
I Don't want you to do as I say
I Want you to Want to do as I say

You've got potential
In all the right places

(I love it you know I love it)

On your knees
with an eagerness to please

Your new position
Is as my possession

Close your eyes
And spread your morals wide

Beat and tied
Your senses numb
Your pride is gone
-and-
I'm the one
That's
Beat and tied
Your senses numb
Your pride is gone
-and-
I'm the one that
does this to you

those needs
-have-
peeled your inhibitions

(I love it you know I love it)

pleasure
In all degrading forms

Your pride
Broken like I own it

-now-
Make it yours
You filthy little whore

Beat and tied
Your senses numb
Your pride is gone
-and-
I'm the one
That's
Beat and tied
Your senses numb
Your pride is gone
-and-
I'm the one that
does this to you

----

Your eyes
Filling with submission
Your legs
Pointed to the sky
Your skin
Tighter as you open
-to-
A touch
You've needed all this
time

Beat and tied
Your senses numb
Your pride is gone
-and-
I'm the one
That's
Beat and tied
Your senses numb
Your pride is gone
-and-
I'm the one that
does this to you


Shutting Down
Silence speaks
Loudest of all now

Absorb one
From all that surrounds

A life burnt
Into the stars now

Failing attempts
At blurring it all out

Forward into
A clarity somehow

Take shape in
So many ways now

Voiding all
That may have become

Leaving a pain
In place of where your belong

As the body turning grey
There is nothing I can say
But give my love
To one that I’m part of

As your echo fades away
There is nothing left to say
Hearing your sound
Forever shutting down


Beyond Therapy
Broken belief
The lies are plain to see
Spoken as truth
But placed in practice as deceit

Betraying sight
Yet all the lust survives
Utter a prayer
For all the thoughts you try to hide

Logic retreats
Face backward to proceed
Fueled by the fears
Led by irrationality

A will unbroken
Has evolved an upright motion
Yet on your knees I see is where you feel complete

Hope can mislead
A mind lays in defeat
Upon the altar
Where reason is obsolete

Senses deprived
But instincts cannot lie
A life is wasted
On desires you’ve denied

A will unbroken
Has evolved an upright motion
Yet on your knees I see is where you feel complete

Left on your knees I see you’re somewhere beyond therapy


Then I Found You
After all this time
I may just be alright
Stitching pieces back together
Facing all that I could find

See if…
What has been left
Damaged heals in time
Find a way
For all fragments have an order
Even mine
Disarray

Then I found you
To help me break it all again
I found you
Shatter all I understand

After all
Maybe, I’ll be alright
Let this
Past pass gently
In its time
Look away

After all
I know I’ll be just fine
Every breath
Draws closer
A clear sight
Disarray

Then I found you
To help me break it all again
I found you
Shatter all I understand

Saving
Those things that mean so much
Anticipating
The day I’d feel your touch
You know I’ve waited
All of this time my dear
A dedication
Until the day I end

Then I found you
To help me break it all again
I found you
Shatter all I understand


Wired For Destruction
Once I knew all that I wanted
A simple clarity
May I live to find the feeling
Of lost serenity

Is nature so disruptive?
My actions so naïve?
To get these questions answered
I look inside of me

I find I’m wired for destruction
I find I’m wired for destruction
By my own actions
All I love collapses
I find I’m wired for destruction

Easy how it was corrupted
Tempted by all that I see
Given way to acting on the whims of a depravity

All that I have dissolving
I seek no one to blame
A choice within my own hands
Laying a love to waste

I find I’m wired for destruction
I find I’m wired for destruction
By my own actions
All I love collapses
I find I’m wired for destruction


Wasting
Divided by days
No need for reason
All is failing
And the senses betrayed
Leaving traces to taste

Refining the filter
No need for features
All is fading
And the stranger this face
On this darkest of days

This noble sum of failure
Feeds into a destination
Keeping to itself a simple
Systematic degradation
And all my life I’m wasting
Waiting for a dedication
Keeping to itself a simple
Systematic degradation

And all this time
End all this mind
To realign

I’m wasting
All if this time
End all this mind
To realign

Divided by days
No need for reason
All is failing
And the senses betrayed
Leaving traces to taste

Increased medication
Surrounding remnants
Rearranging
Though I started to die
The day that I was revived

I’m wasting
All of this time
End all this mind
To realign


Devotion
I'm Obsolete
compared with flavors of the week
I'll fill your trough
somewhere I know you're on your knees

keep my love
keep my love between your thighs
my love
when I'm inside you my love dies

All that we shared
Is now the poison in my veins
never again
cant take back all the things you said
cant take back all the things you left

keep my love
keep my love between your thighs
my love
when I'm inside you my love dies

I know you'll never run out of lies
you always find a way to survive
and seeing all the pain you hide
leaves me with only one option

keep my love between your thighs

keep my love
when I'm inside you my love dies


Heal My Scars
Distorted Information
Where has all the feeling gone
Destined to denature
Dreaming that there were no walls

Suspend Explanation
Willing are the days long gone
Cripple replication
Feeling when I find I'm not

Scrub My Mind clean
We've all done bad things
Withstand all my false starts
and
Help Heal my Scars

Mistrust automation
Embrace my final descent
Dwindle all my pleasures
All has gone with all I know

Withered is devotion
Influence the life I'm shown
Unfolding impression
Ease of my carnal host

Scrub My Mind clean
We've all done bad things
Withstand all my false starts
and
Help Heal my Scars


Memory
Open this cell
appease my mind
want to turn back
lost was my sight

You are now so faded
what once was serene
but you are all
that's left of me

That's left of me

What was a gift
perceive whats gone
a drained essence
used as a pawn

I gave to you my soul
I gave to you my mind
Now its time
to say goodbye

To say goodbye

You're just another Memory
to me now


This Life
This Life Has Found me gone
Free from sin so far beyond

This Life caught up with you
echo out this simple truth

This Life becomes unknown
fading in as you are born

This Life is killing me
Slowly slowly

This Life is killing me
Slowly slowly

This Life we try to find
all our strength one day behind

This life is finding ways
simplified to complicate

This life we must make fit
seek something i can commit

This life has found my sight
see whats left of this broken mind

This Life is killing me
Slowly slowly

bury all of my ashes
in the ground where they belong


Living Filth
God
Why don't you love me?
I am a living being as well

God
I know you hear me
I am Here for you

God
Why don't you love me?
I am on the brink

You can feel it

God
Sometimes I kill you
In my image I'll rebuild you

God
I know you hear me
I am on the brink

You can feel it

God
Sometimes I kill you
In my image
I'll rebuild you